There is a great realisation of why things should happen as they did on earth and we have a greater appreciation of each other, we have a greater realization of each other, greater tolerance of each other, a deeper and fuller end a more perfect understand- ing. You see, love here makes it possible and under different circumstances than an earth to see more clearly why we sometimes make mistakes. Sometimes we make faux pas, you knows and sometimes we do wrong things for each other, I don't want anyone to have regrets.

I just want everyone to see Truth and to work for Truth and to love Truth and that can only come when you are completely honest with yourself and honest with other people and you are not afraid to fight if one has to, under adverse circumstances for Truth. One must fight for it and work for it and live for it and if necessary in a sense when on earth, die for it. Natacha had that spirit, you know. She was strong willed, she was a remarkable woman. It was a pity that our lives had to be separated, but perhaps it was in a way as well. I often wondered had things been different how much we might have achieved together.

Perhaps a great deal, it is difficult to say, but to know that we have found each other,in a better way,in a greater understanding,in a greater patience and tolerance and love. All this is good and I am happy and she is much happier now than she has ever been and she will continue to delve and no doubt will eventually find some instrument on earth, that she can give her knowledge and information too. She has ideas in that direction of imparting spiritual knowledge and Truth through some instrument, it won't be this one, I am sure of that but she will find one eventually. you can do these things. You know, people do not realize that it is those who serve who achieve the most.

They are those who have given greatly of themselves and, in consequence, because they have given so much they may not have received very much materially, but they have received a tremendous amount spirituaily As I have told you, we are a tremendous band of people who have gone through so much together in so many different ways, in so many different lives, we have been so many people, but it is in the being of many people that has brought about the evolution of the true self, for in one existence it is not possible to assimilate everything and to experience everything. It is necessary to return again and again, and often indeed to doo special work that is important for others at a certain time, and in this giving of self we find our true selves, we evolve accordingly. I realize that my last incarnation in which to some extent I did not know what one might call happiness but in giving, without perhaps realizing it myself fully, so much it brought me a greater understanding and a greater opportunity to learn. I have no real regrets now about my previous existence, there were things at the time when on earth, I would like to have done, but I realize I was only permitted and only allowed to do so much, and that which I had to do was done, and it brought comfort and insight perhaps to many people. I think many people became seriously interested in these things, these Truths strangely enough because of me, and that was my work. It was not just my work in the Movies, in the films, but it was reaching people.

That I think is the important thing to remember with all of us. How are we reaching people? And are we registering upon them that which comes from within? People used to say that in some strange way I was able to reach people, they could feel something, not only of my personality, but some- thing of my Soul, and that is what we have to do. We have to reach out and make people aware of our inner selves, our real selves, our Soul, make them sort of conscious of the fact that there are other things than what there appears to be on the surface, the things which are lasting. That is why, I suppose, in a way it is not just that people remember me for my films, but tey remember something more, something that they cannot perhaps fully understand and analyse. It is the spiritual aspect. I am not suggesting that I was particularly a Spiritual person, but there was a spiritual quality of which I hardly was aware myself,something which became very absorbing to me, but I was a little afraid of it, because probably I did not fully understand it, but then who ever fully understands this.

The point is that I was able through my knowledge of this subject to utilise it without fully realizing that I was doing so in my work, and there were many who received not just pleasant happy hours watching my films, but they were able to feel that I was something more than just a film star, that I was reaching out to them, that they could touch me, and I could touch them. There was a personal link that possibly even now people do not understand. I feel that I was able to open the door for many people towards this realisation of true self, the feeling that they were part of me, and I am part of them is important. It is the Spirit that matters, and the feeling that we are one, which we are. Because we are very much tied and linked with untold numbers of people. Although we may not realize it while on earth it is true. We cannot escape from ourselves, we cannot escape from our oneness with others, not that one would necessarily want to do so, but there are people who do not realize the tremendous possibilities of the power within themselves. It is very difficult to explain this you know.

Many people do not understand because they are so immersed in material things. It is all very understandable, I mean it is as I say, there are untold numbers of people who felt that I meant something important to them in their lives. Some people on your side would say it was a form of escapism. All sorts of words are used, and explanations are given, but the fundamental explanation is that they were, unconsciously, perhaps but in a strange way they were becoming linked with me in a personal sense. Underlining that was something which is so fundamental that it transcends all material things. It is as if there is a blending of Spirit, there is a blending of consciousness, of the permananay, the reality of the Soul. I find this difficult to explain, but there are so many people who say, not only in regard to myself, but they say it in regard to other people, that they love this person, but the vast majority of people confuse the meaning of love, the reality of love.

The true meaning of love is the power of the Spirit which transcends all material complications and dificulties, which transcends all the physical conceptions of love. It is something that in its essence is pure, which is purely of the Spirit, it is the merging, the blending, of the Souls of people. You see Spirit, if I can use an odd expression, is in a sense fluidic, it is sonething, that is not solid, it is something that is ever flowing, it is always there It is is something that is always merging, it is like small rivers that run into the sea, it is something that is contained for a brief time when on earth in physical bodies which we call people. In some it is stifled, in others it is exxpressed, it oozes out, and it becomes overwhelming. It is this tremendous something, this giving out, this expression, this is the important aspect, and I think this is where myself and untold numbers of people became affected, it is that they were conscious of something far more than the personality, something far more than the actor, something far more than the films. It was the feeling of oneness, this sort of blending which was so important, so vital. It is difficult to explain, but when people claim to have personal link with someone, whether it is with me or someone else, I think people should try and find what this personal thing is. So many people refer to the personal purely on a physical basis, but the true personal is something that is so individual and at the time so a part of the rest of humanity.

It is something which is not confined in any one individual, or in any one way. It is something that is so tremendous in itself that it is a complete and absolute harmonious blending of Souls, and those who felt so intensely towards me, unconsciously possibly, but nevertheless, they were reaching out to such an extent that they were blending, they were becoming in a sense part of me, not as an individual, but they were becoming part of the essence, they were becoming part of the complete. We must try to remember that although we are individuals while on earth particularly, we have form and shape, and of course, we do over here also have form and shape, otherwise we could not be recognised, but what is important is this tremendous force of love which is the essence and foundation of life, and which holds us together. We are an enormous community of individuals, who have become one in Spirit, and we are important to one and other, we are part of each other, it is like so many little units making one complete whole. And it is in that oneness that we have our strength, that is why those that are linked with me are important, why we are all part of each other, why we all have some work to do, for while we are working and experiencing, we are solidifying, we are as it were, making possible not only our own evolution and development, but the evolution and development of others. We are cementing the links that bind us. We are forging a chain which in itself is so strong that it encircles the whole world.

You must never fear, never doubt that the love that is shared between us is something so tremendous, so strong so powerful, that words cannot depict or describe it. I do not want anyone ever to feel possessive, possessiveness is an evil, possessiveness is a bad thing, and there is no one that has the right to consider that they possess another. There is no such thing as possessing you cannot possess in that sense.

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